The 12-step program of Alcoholics Anonymous(AA) and food addicts in recovery anonymous (FA) is full of paradoxes. The most famous, that we give away is not what we do not have. The magnificent reality which is AA and FA, the by remain clean, sober and abstinent, and working the 12 steps, I have now in my possession give something positive to others. Before I was a taker AA and FA. Plain and simple. Everything that I had to give was chaos, confusion, more sophisticated or dependent behavior. If someone needs my love and attention, it only got to give, I, if I had an ulterior motive. Unconditional or anything about me was free. I took hostages and I had no way to love, because I was injured so within. I was a vampire. The first chance I have, I would you suck dry.
Today, after years of give, forgive and let all my investments to people, said places and things, I finally give something valuable. My teaching and my journey have become my spiritual contribution to the planet because I have recovered from a seemingly hopeless illness his caused more me a bottomless need looking after. Today, I have good news to spread. I am a walking miracle. I am now a sponsor. By he do a sponsor I have a direct link to the twelfth step every day. I am clean, sober and abstinent service, and work the intellectual tools of recovery. From my example, I can give hope an another addict on a given day. I am proof that a God can it. I can be a light in the world instead of a Tiefdunkles black hole. I build and not destroy. Is a sponsor keeps me restoring for another day and a wonderful energy it brings to my life. It guarantees me another day without a drink, a drug or a snack. Even with over 25 years of recovery, I'm away a drink from the a drunkard and a bite of a binge. I get it. But I do not intentionally with purpose today live.
AA and FA saves souls. Today, I am among people on the planet, is employed by the creator. Every morning I show up for duty. My duty is to be maximum service to my fellows and therefore the source of all things, my creator. The grace of the universe calls to each of us, it's just that some of us have so much noise in our minds that we can hear the call. My job is people listen to the call. I've seen that people who rise from the ashes like the Phoenix. I've seen they rise from dead people life breathed back through the love in the rooms. Today, I have a uninhibited burning desire to be useful. I give it away if you won't let me. My only goal will be helpful.
Eleanor R. has more than 25 years of recovery from alcoholism and 10 years of recovery from food addiction. It is anonymous in a 115-pound body for the last 10 years after he lost 70 pounds and maintaining this weight loss due to the food addicts in recovery. It has successful relationships, and she has her dream job. She was many times the 12 steps and has already hundreds by the steps in the last 25 years of recovery. She looks in her profession is looking for and how it affects the whole family on a daily basis. For over 20 years, she works on their territory. She received numerous awards and public acknowledgements for the contribution she made to her field. She teaches at the national level on the subject of family healing and legal systems reform. She travelled with her family, visiting at least 16 countries around the world. To learn more, please visit: http://www.diseaseofmore.com/
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